"What do you mean?" Changsheng said as he stuffed pancakes into his mouth

"I want to go back to Spain and enjoy this beautiful world, and then leave the world with satisfaction. All the money I have left is used to rent a high-end apartment and a Ferrari, but that one is not what I enjoy life. I think I really enjoy life here … If I choose to come here, maybe I won’t want to commit suicide without you in the end."
Changsheng’s mouth is wrapped in pancakes that haven’t come yet, and he grinned to reveal the food residue that he chewed up inside. That’s really not pleasing to the eye and chic.
"I really can’t leave such a beautiful life …" Kate Gracie didn’t go to see Changsheng’s disgusting appearance, but sipped her wine. "If I jumped regardless at first, I’m afraid I won’t know what a real beautiful life is until I die. You’re right. Even if they don’t have much money, they can’t afford to rent high-end villas and apartments and luxury cars, but they are all working hard to live. Only in this way can they enjoy the festive joy from their hearts."
"This Christmas impressed me deeply, but I can’t even remember where I spent Christmas last year. So did the year before last, and the year before last … maybe in a naked blonde bed, maybe in two naked ladies beds, maybe in a hotel room in Las Vegas … before, I thought that life was the ultimate goal I wanted to pursue if I worked hard on Wall Street. I made a lot of money and then spent it quickly. I didn’t feel good about it, but after that, I realized how superficial I was …
Changsheng finally swallowed everything in his mouth. He patted Kate Gracie on the shoulder. "How old are you Kate?"
"Me? How about thirty-three years old? "
"How lucky you are, Kate. You can really know what you want at the age of 33, but many people don’t know it until they are 63. When they want to pursue it, they are already white-haired."
Chang Sheng said that he was lucky enough. If he hadn’t been reborn at the age of 30, he might not have the courage to change his loser’s life until he was 40.
Kate Gracie smiled "Yes, I am so lucky! Thank you. I’m lucky to know you often. "
"Me too. Otherwise, who will help me make money?"
The two men burst out laughing at each other and raised their glasses.
"Merry Christmas, man. Live hard from now on and strive for your goals and ideals," Chang Sheng said. "We still have plenty when we are young."
Kate Gray nodded at West Point. "Well, Merry Christmas."
Suddenly there was a loud noise outside, followed by more sounds coming from far and near everywhere.
Everyone looked up through the courtyard and saw many colorful fireworks in the sky.
The children screamed and shouted with excitement, and the young people were admiring the beautiful scenery.
Constantly lit and dim, the fire changes colors in every face and eyes.
The Christmas bell is about to ring, and Christmas Eve will pass like this.
……
Changsheng is also looking up at the sky, but he is not enjoying the fireworks.
He saw that he was bound by the surrounding buildings.
An idiom "sit and watch the sky" suddenly appeared in his mind.
Changsheng is really sitting in the well watching the sky now, but it is not the meaning of the idiom.
I’m not a short-sighted frog at the bottom of the well. I know how big the outside world is
Now I’m at the bottom of this well, but I’m finally going to let these walls no longer cover my eyes and myself.
I’m going to the big stage to see the scenery there.
Even the fear that the outside world is far more dangerous than this quiet and leisurely bottom hole is not the reason for me to stay here.
Sit in the well and watch the sky, but not the eyes, but the heart.
Sit in the well and watch the sky in your heart.
As big as your heart is, so big is the sky you see.
Christmas Eve always wins in 2002. Looking up at the sky in the courtyard of an ordinary apartment building in Hertha, a small satellite city in the southwest of Madrid, Spain, he saw the whole world instead of the narrow sky in his eyes.
Chapter one hundred and forty-seven Christmas for two
The party didn’t end until after twelve o’clock and everyone dispersed one after another.
Changsheng and Kate Gracie went straight to bed after returning to their rooms.
They both had a good time, but they were also very tired. When they got back, they went to bed without saying anything.
Then in the middle of the night, I don’t know when Changsheng was woken up by his cell phone bell.
Sleeping in a daze, he picked up his mobile phone and looked at it and didn’t know who it was.
So he threw his cell phone back and didn’t answer it!
Tossing people in the middle of the night!
As a result, the bell kept ringing.
It rang automatically and then it rang again.
Changsheng bought his head in the pillow and was still useless.
The cell phone bell is still ringing tenaciously and indomitable.
It’s so harsh on this silent night
In the end, winning is really unbearable. Picking up the words is a big roar "Who! Midnight! "
There came a silvery smile. "I’m here to fulfill my promise-get up and pee, uncle!" "
Ever-victorious sleepiness fades like low tide.
He woke up as soon as he was whole.
"Avril Lavigne? !”
……
Put yourself in the kiosk. Avril Lavigne is holding a public telephone microphone. Hearing the sound from the microphone is full of surprises. Her mouth is hooked up again, which makes her look even more warped.
Outside, the town street is full of lively people and fireworks are blooming in the night.
The door of the kiosk was locked by Avril Lavigne from the inside, and the noise outside suddenly became much smaller.
She leans against the glass door and holds the microphone with a smile while watching the lively crowd outside.
"Merry Christmas, Uncle!"
"Merry Christmas, Avril Lavigne … What time is it over there?"
"After 9 p.m."
"How to sound very quiet? Don’t you all celebrate Christmas Eve? "
"Yes, I snuck out to call you, uncle."
"Is that what you said?"
"You don’t remember it if it’s not a public office."
……
Changsheng looked at it and put it on the bedside table. It was just after three o’clock.